Gorezuki

The year 2010. Just saying "Twenty Ten" sounds epic, and I hope it will turn out to be an epic year. I've changed so much over the last year, looking back I think I'm a signifigantly better person. But only my friends could tell you. I've made 3 resolutions that I'd like to fulfill this year. Some of them are big, others are small. 1) Get a girlfriend. I've never had one before, (not that I haven't tried) but this year is already looking better in that regard. 2) Become a better friend. I don't think that I'm a bad friend, I just think I can be a better one. 3) Get people to actually read this Journal. I'm a terrible artist, I know that. B

Right before christmas, my parents were given a fosterchild. Because this child is a toddler with anger issues, I was "forceably ejected" from my home. I use that term because my parents don't like me telling people that I was kicked out. So now I live at my grampa's house. At first it was great, I had semi-independance and was enjoying myself. Then he got rid of his internet. OMG... I'm so bored there. I findmyself sitting on my parents step using their wireless internet on my laptop at night till I get tired. Walking across the street in -30C each night is getting anoying.

Tonight, I am having one of those aweful nights when you're tired as fuck but you still can't sleep. The reasons for these phenomina is unknown, but I have a theory for mine. I just watched FLCL tonight, and the ending gives me a sickening feeling in my tummy. I have discussed this in length with my good friend, and we have decieded that the ending makes sence because we as viewers know as much (or as little as this case seems) as the protagonist. The second reason for my loss of sleep is atributed to my inablity to think when I should. I do all my thinking after-the-fact as opposed to before I act. This often gets me into trouble but I don't